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Survival

Sometimes you are the fisherman, other times you are the bait.

Or something like that. At least that is how my life feels right now.  I have successful days and then I have days, like today, where I am left feeling completely demolished. The day itself was not so bad, my… Continue Reading →

Here I stand

And here I stand. Next to this massive force, feeling small of course, but also powerful. I exist along the same plateau as this incredible strength capable of mass destruction. I stand. I am not underestimating its power to wash… Continue Reading →

Sudoku – also, nerd alert!

Have you ever played Sudoku?  It is my kind of game.  It is challenging, mentally stimulating, and has numbers. (Also, you play alone, so I do not have to wait on anyone.. or drag someone else’s time out – I… Continue Reading →

Love > Hate

LOVE > hate So l dreamt last night that I was back in my old home, with my abusive ex. Day after day, in this dream, I was assaulted, raped, and battered.  Scarred, broken, weak.  One day I had a… Continue Reading →

So here is my deal with celebrating.

I got a second chance.  After surviving what should kill you, and every Birthday and holiday ending up in some sort of tragic awful ending, I got a new lease. My first Birthday out of my abusive relationship, I realized… Continue Reading →

More on the key…

So I realized after the last post, that I was so relieved to have had some clarity, I didn’t really talk about the actual key.  And as it turns out, it was not the crying, wouldn’t it be lovely though… Continue Reading →

There is no key!

So the other night, after finally writing a little bit, I went upstairs and did some laundry.  Of course I got dizzy, which is so common these days I am getting used to it, more on my health later/soon.  I… Continue Reading →

I’ve been in 5 states in three weeks

08/21 – I’ve been in 5 states in the last two and a half weeks, and I’m beat!  Like, cannot get enough sleep and haven’t had to take a sleep aid in a week kinda tired!   I started this… Continue Reading →

Thanks for nothing, anxiety.

So there I was minding my happy Friyay times and wham!  No really wham… right in to the wall.  What started out as not feeling so good turned into the afternoon in the hospital and sleeping 24 hours over the… Continue Reading →

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